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These NDE's, as all others we share, will be presented to fully protect the confidentiality of the
experiencer, if requested. We do not believe these changes will diminish our understanding of NDE. We do believe these
changes are necessary for the integrity of NDERF.

Copyright
1999 by Dr. Jeff & Jody Long
NDE Experiences and Comments:
These are summaries of the accounts.
The expanded version can be found by clicking on the link for the experiencer's
name.
196.
Steven T's NDE
English
expanded version,
French expanded version
12/25/02 She
was clothed in light, extraordinarily beautiful, and loving. She was the most
beautiful woman I had ever seen, and I almost cry when I think about it. I fell
in love the instant I looked at her. I was in ecstasy. She wore a loose-fitting,
white gown, and it gave off light of it's own. Her light was golden and white.
She was thin, blond, with shoulder-length hair. She was about 5'7", and fair but
golden in her skin hues. She was definitely female, but radiated power and
intelligence, as well as love and care. She was responsible and carried massive
authority.
He awoke with such love and intensity
of emotion for his wife. Steve translated some works by Voltaire which are
highly inspirational and included as part of this NDE.
195.
Mani O's NDE
English
expanded version,
12/23/02
I was 30 feet in
the air with this powerful light. Instead of snow I saw the light ahead of me
with beautiful warmth. The light that was with me let me got the light. as I
was in there I felt a pause where now I was with the light of Christ and watched
myself as though I was traveling back in time where I saw myself in bed, the
void, and the accident. It was weird because it felt like I was at all places at
the same time. As I saw everything I felt the light telling me that he will
honor my request to go back.
This NDE was caused by a 30 foot fall from a ladder where he describes being
everywhere at once, which is typical when seeing outside of our three
dimensional earth-reality.
194.
Janet S's NDE
English
expanded version,
Wersja polska rozszerzona 12/23/02
Suddenly my heart started to do what I can only describe as a "shudder." I
started to call out to my daughter when my heart stopped. I suddenly
realized that EVERYTHING had stopped. There was no sound, no movement,
nothing. I was standing there taking in this fact, when I looked down & saw my
body on the bed. I thought "oh, I'm dead" like it was a completely
ordinary thing. Then I remember thinking, "I wonder if the rain stopped too",
so I went through the wall & looked around outside. The rain had not just
stopped, the raindrops were suspended in mid-air.
The raindrops being suspended in mid-air is a wonderful description showing the
time differential between earth and the other side.
193.
Earl W's NDE
English
expanded version
12/23/02
It started
getting dark. Then I started moving. Faster and Faster. Darker and darker like
I'm in a tunnel. I see a pinpoint of light. Brighter and brighter. Sudden stop.
I'm standing. Facing the most perfect person I have ever seen. The light was
coming from him. He was the light. I recognize him as Jesus Christ. I have the
most wonderful feeling of peace . He said "I'm sorry, you can't stay, there is
something you must do.
After the car accident he saw Jesus.
192.
NDE-Like
Michelle
B's
Experience
English
expanded version,
12/23/02
I was swimming
across and was caught in an undertow. I was under the water for sometime, I was
trying to make my way to the surface and I could feel myself dying. I saw a very
bright light appear in my eyesight. I was warmed and I felt comfortable. Then a
large hand reached down through the light and pulled me up out of the water.
That happen to be my older sister. She told me she couldn't find me and was
searching the water with her hand and all of a sudden I was there. I know I felt
very sad. I looked for the sun in the sky but it wasn't there. I was confused by
this.
This is a child NDE with the very beginnings of a NDE.
191.
John R's NDE.
English expanded version
12/8/02
I arrived after what seemed 5
minutes, to a place I couldn't see but could feel or sense, I felt an
overwhelming joy and love come over me like a stream going through my body. I
was aware of the presence of "my lady in white" had arrived and she was
welcoming me, it wasn't a verbal communication, was more like I could feel what
she wanted, I seemed to know the answers to my questions before I finished
thinking about them, like I always knew them. I was asked whether I liked it
there and did I want to stay.
Child NDE from
asthma attack.
190. Frank
A's NDE.
English expanded version
12/7/02 In a
distance I can see a bright white light as I came closer I can see it's a woman
the energy that radiate was "love." She was pure white light and soft rainbow
color came from her heart. She asked me to walk into her which I did and I felt
the magnetic energy of peace, unity, love in it's purest form. I remember
thinking this is where I come from. She asked me to go in farther. I came
across a wall of books that stood about 30 feet high and went both ways as far
as you can see. I went closer to read the covers, "ENERGY" poured from the wall
and came into me I can feel it emptying into me like water until it was just
trickling.
This account shows
the integrative aspect of NDE. Frank submitted it a year ago, and then
again yesterday. Both answers are included for the reader to see what
changed and what didn't.
188. NDE-Like
Kathaleen
E's Experience.
English expanded version
12/7/02
From all that I
have read about NDEs, my experience was very short. I was embedded in light
which was pure love. I felt love that I had never known before and I knew that
being loved did not depend on another human being. I had a choice and I chose
to return because I had a 2-yr-old son that I did NOT want my husband's (at the
time) mother to raise. He (my son) was more like my family and I didn't think
that situation for him would be appropriate.
NDE-like experience caused by ectopic
pregnancy. From the description, there was no clear separation of
consciousness apart from the body.
187. Lee's NDE.
English expanded version
12/7/02 i
remember a tunnel and a far off light. i remember knowing that going into the
light i would not be able to come back. i struggled and then i came back. i
sometimes wonder if it was real.
Beginnings of a NDE caused
by pneumonia.
186.
JoAnn M's NDE.
English expanded version,
Wersja polska rozszerzona,
11/24/02 At
some point, a being came along and took me on a tour of the universe. I had
instilled in me, creation and how the galaxies were created. I got to visit
places that were advanced beyond comprehension, and yet see places that are just
starting out! I was met with such love and compassion that I could care what
was going on to my human transporter. While the paramedics continued to work on
me and get me ready for transport, I was too busy playing on a star and meeting
my Maker! It never concerned me there were no bodies, and fear was not in my
vocabulary. Things were assimilated instantly and within that instant,
knowledge was completely consumed. These beings were not male or female.
Since there is no way to measure time, I have no idea how long this went on. I
was shown and told things unimaginable.
This is an amazing account
that will knock your socks off!
185. Donna
W's NDE.
English expanded version
11/14/02
I left my body and even at 5 years
old I knew I was no longer in my body. I looked around the operating room and
saw the doctors the nurses the equipment. As I rose higher I was met by a being
of pure light. There was no arms and legs, there was no clothing it was pure
light. It was a very very bright white light, yet it did not bother me to look
at it. The being of light enveloped me but I did not have a body. I had no
form.
Child NDE at age 5
from heart surgery. Notice the pure acceptance of coming back; No
argument, just soul understanding.
184.
Mari C's NDE.
English expanded version
11/11/02 A
hazy journey (seemingly short) and I was enveloped in light & exquisite &
infinite love. By now I recall this as an ageless soul. I felt as best as I can
describe in a state of total bliss, once again there is no language to convey
feelings. There seemed to be a collective consciousness who welcomed me but at
the same time conveyed the knowledge that I was the one responsible for the
decision to stay or go back. I recall these decisions not as a small child but a
person with accumulated knowledge to evaluate the choice and make a decision.
This NDE
happened when she was 18 months old, with crystal clear memories. This is
amazing because the implications are that the recalled memories could not have
been stored or processed in the brain of an 18 month old. Therefore, the
experience would tend to support memories stored in the consciousness that
survives the body.
183.
Larry J's NDE.
English expanded version
11/11/02I
REMEMBER HARDLY ANYTHING AT ALL ABOUT THE INCIDENT EXCEPT THE FEELING THAT I HAD
LEFT MY BODY AND WAS IN A TUNNEL OF LIGHT. AS I GOT OLDER, I BEGAN TO HAVE A
FEELING OF INCREASED SPIRITUAL AWARENESS AND REVERENCE TOWARDS GOD.
Three year old has
NDE by electrocution.
182.
Neil H's NDE.
English expanded version
11/11/02
I WAS ABOVE THEM ABOUT 25 FEET
LOOKING DOWN. I WATCHED THEM REVIVE ME . I THEN WAS BACK IN MY BODY. I REMEMBER
THE PLACEMENT OF THE PEOPLE AND THE CLOTHES THEY WORE. I REMEMBER SEEING THINGS
IN CINEMA-SCOPE WITH SHARP, CLEAR VISION AND COLORS. NO TUNNEL. NO LIGHTS, BUT
IN A CALM PLACE WATCHING EVERYTHING. THEY CAN'T SEE ME THOUGH. THEN I
WAS THROWING UP AND BACK IN MY BODY.
Five year old
child, drowning NDE. This remarkable account has many typical elements
common in child NDEs. You can see the frustration at spending a lifetime
trying to integrate the experience into this reality.
You can also see the beginnings of integration
because the second time the experience was submitted (almost a year later) his
answers are more accepting of himself, finding answers, and of life on earth.
181. Bess's NDE.
English expanded version
11/11/02
I remember hearing
myself say, ‘I'm going to die.’ I wasn't at all upset by this thought. Then
there was a brief moment of darkness and next thing, I could see myself lying in
what I think was a room. This room was full of light and even though it was a
bright light it wasn't like glaring sunlight more of a pleasant golden- white
light coming through what may have been a glass wall. I felt very loved at that
moment, very much at peace and relaxed. Even though I couldn't see anyone else,
I knew I wasn't alone. After a little while I heard a gentle male voice tell me
‘You are going to be alright, you are not going to die.’
NDE caused by post
surgical complications.
180.
Bill
W's NDE.
English expanded version
10/29/02 and 11/12/02
The grass was so green it hurt to
look at it, and it felt so good! I could even taste the grass by feeling it, it
tasted like watermelon. Walking on the grass was wonderful – it was an
incredible feeling. The best way I can describe it was, “OH MY GOD! WOW!!!”
The sense of smell was not with the nose. It was more like it permeated through
my cheekbones under my eye, like smelling through the sinuses.
This is one of the most amazing accounts with
such detailed descriptions of the indescribable! This is Bill's first time
telling his story and it truly is such an honor to hear the account first hand!
ADDENDUM Experience - one amazing story that
happened to him after he told his NDE that will send goosebumps up your spine!
179. Jack
M's NDE.
English expanded version
10/29/02 After a few
moments I blacked out. The next thing I knew I was watching a kind of movie of
my life. Not a whole life story as some people experience but only some great
and happy childhood memories. I don't know how long this lasted but after this I
was in a tunnel and out of body. I realized that my body was behind me but I was
afraid to turn around and look. But then, being of a nature that is very
analytical, I began taking an interest in the tunnel itself. There was an array
of colors--not bright like psychedelic colors but rather pastel and soothing.
They rotated with the entire tunnel. In a way like colors move in a
kaleidoscope.
Drowning NDE with the most amazing
recovery! The first hand comparison and contrasting between hallucinations
and NDEs is outstanding and rivals any medical researcher's observations.
178. Larry
L's NDE.
English expanded version
10/29/02
After I was there for about a minute, just standing there thinking about how
incredibly good I felt, a voice that seemed to be all around me asked, "Do you
want to stay or do you want to go back?". I don't remember if these were the
exact words, but that was the meaning implied. I don't really know for sure if
those words were spoken aloud or if they just filled my head so much that they
seemed to be spoken. I knew I had to make a decision, and it was not easy to
decide. I have two daughters who were 8yrs and 12yrs old at the time, and even
though I wanted to stay, I answered either to myself or aloud that I needed to
go back for them.
NDE caused from
going unconscious during a criminal attack.
177.
Trisha H's NDE.
English expanded version
10/29/02 My
grandfather walked me back to what seemed like the outskirts of a town that was
still in 1945. At the edge of town was the white light, at that moment I
felt a deep sadness for leaving him. As we walked to the light he gave me
a hug, and said, when you have doubt, or sadness, remember this hug and the warm
breeze and you will know it was real. I took in every scent of him.
I even "thought" I caught my hand on a medal on his jacket. My grandfather
and I went to the light and I felt so torn, but with his words of "I love you
and I will be here when you are ready, not now for there is so much for you to
do."
Childbirth NDE
where she visited with her grandfather, learned about the WWII airplane crash,
and about her newborn son's diagnosis.
176.
Bob B's NDE.
English expanded version
10/29/02 My
head suddenly felt very large, I could hear my heart beat. The beat was pounding
in a downbeat or decrescendo rhythm. I could now only see a warm orange glow
that went to bright white as i felt myself floating away. I could see my body
sitting slumped on the edge of the chair below me as i became surrounded by a
warm, bright, summer sunshine sort of light. It felt warm. I was so happy in it.
The experience felt just so wonderful. I can not find words adequate to express
my joy.
This is an
experience that happened a mere three-weeks ago and was precipitated by blood
clots. The description of facing death (then and in the future) is truly
outstanding.
175.
Diane G's NDE
MultiMedia,
English expanded version
10/13/02.
Suddenly, we burst into the light and a whole new reality was revealed to me,
similar to the physical world, but, in this higher vibration, more colorful,
more beautiful, more amazing. I saw plants, trees, mountains, lakes, animals,
and shimmering crystal-like buildings, some very large and ornate. I saw beings
moving about, light beings, going about their daily lives. They don't have
physical bodies, but they are distinct fields of energy. They don't walk, they
float. They have lives much like ours, but without the struggles and sorrows.
They are artists, musicians, dancers, singers, inventors, builders, healers,
creators of magical things... things they will manifest in their next lifetime
in the physical universe.
Great rafting NDE!
A must read because of the vivid NDE descriptions and integration afterwards.
174.
Madeleine S's NDE
English expanded version
(translated by Lisa) 10/13/02. OUR FIRST SWEDISH EXPERIENCE!
Then I remember I was in a
dark place that seemed to be spinning around me, but after a while I noticed it
was me that was "drawn" forward at high speed towards a small light. I stopped
there and felt rather sad because I thought I had really died, and I grieved the
loss of my daughter, that I wouldn't be able to see her any more (she was 7
years old at the time).
Dentist chair NDE
with a message about her life mission.
173.
Ginny
S's NDE:
English expanded version,
10/12/02
I felt like there was a presence with me, keeping me calm and reassuring me
things were going to be okay. But, I never saw anything or anyone and I never
talked to anything or anyone. I just didn't feel alone. It's difficult to
describe. I didn't feel like anything or one was there, I just didn't feel as
if I was isolated going through everything by myself either.
NDE that was in
the beginning of the OBE stage. Although relatively recent and still
integrating the experience, there are already some spiritually transforming
effects.
172. John L's NDE: English expanded version 10/3/02 I could see people below me at what felt like another level. I didn't feel as though I were floating above them, but just that I was at a higher viewing position, but my feet rested on air. I could see thousands and thousands, if not millions of people moving about aimlessly. Each person emitted strong feelings of foreboding, pain, and fear. "These are the lost," a voice told me. Violent death and a Hellish NDE that totally changed his life around.
171.
Suzanne F's NDE:
English expanded version 9/27/02 BEFORE
I DID AWAKE, ALL I CAN REMEMBER IS I WAS IN A WIDE TUNNEL. THE LIGHT WAS VERY
BRIGHT. I WAS CALLING OUT FOR MY MOTHER. I COULD ONLY WHISPER FOR HER. THEN A
VOICE VERY SOOTHING AND COMFORTING! VOICE, SAID, DON'T TALK, SAVE YOUR ENERGY.
I WAS AWAKE AND SCARED. I THEN CALLED FOR MY MOTHER AGAIN. I REMEMBER IT WAS
HARD FOR ME TO TALK.
Blood clot in the
lungs caused this NDE. The interesting feature is that although she
perceived later she was talking to God, when she initially tried to make sense
of the NDE, she described the figure as her mother but as a man's voice.
170.
Tammy L's NDE:
English expanded version 9/23/02
"Suddenly I was enveloped in a
bright, white light. I felt perfect ness. It was the perfect temperature. The
light was bright but it was not hot on my skin like sunlight, nor did it hurt my
eyes. I was very aware of the transition from pain to feeling wonderful. I felt
peace, great love ,joy. It seemed all my questions were answered. It's hard to
describe the feeling of total utopia. I then realized that the light seemed to
be shining through wall's of brick glass windows. I heard laughter and looked
down to see a little child smiling up at me."
Childbirth NDE
with a meeting a child she felt would be part of her future.
169.
Marie's NDE:
English expanded version 9/23/02
"While I was in this "altered"
state I felt myself being shown flashes of dead people and thinking of helping
them. I couldn't reach any of them because they were all in two separate
cages. I then woke up and my watch was stopped at 8:56 which was the time the
WTC towers were hit."
NDE while
unconscious on 9/11 at the same time the World Trade Center was hit by
terrorists.
167. Vincent T's NDE English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 9/10/02 Upon awakening I remember it was like being shocked back to life. (no I didn't have a heart attack, they did not use the paddles either) I remember seeing a very very bright white light. I also remember seeing my mother who had passed several years earlier. She was standing in front of a doorway, or entrance in a blocking manner. She did not say anything, but I guess the symbol was that it was not my time to enter. I then woke up. This was the very beginning of an NDE.
166. Gungil's NDE English expanded version 9/5/02 & 9/10/02 & 9/14/02. OUR FIRST ASIAN EXPERIENCE! FROM KOREA! I thought the saying that a nurse is an angel in white gown is a lie because my nurse was treating me painfully at that moment. I felt my surroundings came into me (a funnel called me) like a movie screen. I looked at the clear light and I shouted "관세음 보살(Kwon Sem Bo Sal: one of Buddhas' names)" and then I was alive and left the hospital. Her first of three NDEs started when she was age 7. I fell down the black tunnel with high speed and saw the bright red cross. I opened my eyes with surprise at the almost same time, I felt as my body jumped. that was very euphoric. Second experience at the University. After My third NDE, I started to try to search for something related with NDE. first, I read the books like Tibetan book of the dead, Life after Life, Life before Life, Upanisad, The Dhammapada, TAO TE CHING etc. Third experience at the University.
165. Sheila
B's NDE:
English expanded version
9/7/02
"My
heart stopped as I delivered my already dead daughter. I saw a beautiful light
and my father holding a baby. I tried to reach them, I wanted to touch them
both. My father shook his head no and said not yet, she's beautiful and she's
safe."
This was submitted
on the ADC website, but is really an NDE (near-death experience)
164. Kandy
V's NDE
English expanded version,
9/3/02. While
I was under general anesthesia, I simply sat up and got out of my sick body. I
remember seeing the operating table and the medical staff around my physical
body in my peripheral vision. Right out in front of me was a being, with a
material body, but not like a physical body. Its arms (I use the word loosely)
were opened out to me and I climbed into its lap. I was laughing and crying at
the same time. I said ( we spoke with thoughts which seemed perfectly normal at
the time) "I almost stopped believing in you." The being kind of chuckled and
said "Well here I am."
She was shown the
threads of love connecting herself and her children.
163. Kathy's
NDE
English expanded version 8/24/02. "When
I initially entered the room or area the people I knew were in deep none verbal
discussion. They seemed to be in disagreement. As my body traveled and I
reached the end area the person or death angel offered his hand and said, take
my hand and I will take you there. This was audible. I screamed No!!!! and at
that time I knew what my Grandfather and the others were in disagreement about.
Heart seizure
cause her to be escorted by the angel of death to a conference room.
162.
Steven T's NDE
8/20/02.This was a brand
new Honda Accord, and it wasn't a convertible! You can see why the Fire Dept.
brought down a body bag for the driver. They insisted that this Car Accident was
a for sure decapitation, and the driver couldn't have survived. Well I did, and
I have a huge story to share on what I experienced, and the light was so bright
that it burned my eyes. I am now legally blind.
Steven's story and book can be found at
http://www.cosmicmanuscript.com

161.
A Father's Story
English expanded version 8/20/02.
"My wife
realized that a three-year-old had no concept of death and spirits, so he was
referring to the beings who came to him from beyond as "birdies" because they
were up in the air like birds that fly. "What did the birdies look like?" she
asked. Brian answered, "They were so beautiful. They were dressed in white, all
white. Some of them had green and white. But some of them had on just white."
"Did they say anything?" "Yes," he answered. "They told me the baby would be all
right." "The baby?" my wife asked confused."
This is an incredible story about a 3
year old.
160.
Tonya Z's NDE
English expanded version 8/20/02.
"I went back some years later to the doctors room where I was at the time of the
NDE and could remember the layout of the room, having never been in it
previously, only when unconscious at the accident time. (obviously only
self-verified)."
Teenage NDE from
car/pedestrian accident.
159. Peter
R's NDE
English expanded version
8/20/02. "Then
I was outside my body. I don't know how, I was just outside it. I was standing
up, & there was a spirit waiting for me. I glanced behind me, & I saw a body
lying on the floor. I was about to say to the spirit; hold on, there's someone
on the floor... but the thought came out like a shout, & I realized that the
body was me. I turned back to the Spirit realizing that I had died."
This is a
frightening NDE where each negative part of his personality took on a human form
and attacked him.
158.
NDE from 696 A.D.
English expanded version 8/14/02.
"He that led me had a countenance full of
light, and shining raiment, and we went in silence, as it seemed to me, towards
the rising of the summer sun. And as we walked we came to a broad and deep
valley of infinite length; it lay on our left, and one side of it was exceeding
terrible with raging flames, the other no less intolerable for violent hail and
cold snows drifting and sweeping through all the place. Both sides were full of
the souls of men which seemed to be tossed from one side to the other as it were
by a violent storm; for when they could no longer endure the fervent heat, the
hapless souls leaped into the midst of the deadly cold; and finding no rest
there, they leaped back again to be burnt in the midst of the unquenchable
flames. . . . My guide, who went before me, answered to my thought, saying,
'Think not so, for this is not the Hell you believe it to be.'"
Interestingly a lot of the story
remained true to the pattern of typical NDEs until the life review and
interpretation of the description of what the NDEr saw. The influence of
the church scribe of the story is marked - as one would expect.
157.
Karen H's NDE.
English expanded version
8/10/02. This
is the point that I began to feel detached from my body. Cold at first, but not
uncomfortable. I felt as if I were floating a little, drifting in and out of my
body just a little. No overhead view or anything like that. But I heard
conversations in different rooms. All at once. Nothing important. I saw the
ambulance attendants in a break room buying Lance cheese crackers, trying to get
the pack out of the vending machine. It seemed to be stuck somehow. I seemed to
be viewing this from the top of the door frame. And then I was back looking at
the ceiling in the hallway. I felt so peaceful. I felt happy, and free, and like
a weight had been lifted from me.
Although this
childbirth NDE has only the out of body evidential component to the experience
itself, when she talks about her son and the angel dream shortly after his birth
- her story evokes strong emotional feelings because the reader can feel the
touch of God all over this account!
156.
Nick P's NDE.
English expanded version 8/10/02. Then
the room started to go all white, not bright but just white in color. When
I was able to see anything again I saw my Dad all in white and what looked like
a soft robe on. My Mother was next to him, and my Mother's parents were next to
her. I was not fearful of where I was but more like I wanted to be there with
them. My Dad then asked me if I could forgive him for his wrongs in his raising
us kids ( two older brother's and a younger sister) I went to reach for him then
he backed away and said your time is not now for you are not done where I was.
This is a
relatively new NDE (1-1/2 months ago) from a mid Cardial Infusion.
Integration of the experience is, and will continue to be a big issue.
155.
Myra E's NELE.
English expanded version 8/6/02.
Wow! This is a nearing end of life
experience (NELE) where the granddaughter walked with her grandfather through
the death experience - described just like a typical NDE. The interesting
part is that Myra describes it as a dream, yet didn't realize it was her
grandfather with her until someone later told her that her grandfather had died.
154.
Karen D's NDE.
English expanded version 8/4/02.
"Then felt like I was just in
the dark somewhere. I must have really been struggling. I remember a
male being. I remember him talking or mentally communicating with me.
He kept telling me that it was ok to die, to quit fighting so hard and to just
give up. He was there for a long time. All of a sudden it was like
he slipped up some how. I felt that he was evil & trying in my mind to get
me to commit suicide by giving up. I remember asking God to help me & the
evil being was gone. Then I remember being in a very brightly lighted
place."
NDE from pneumonia
and sepsis. She argued with the devil and went to heaven to talk with God!
153. Guenter
W's NDE.
FROM GERMANY
English expanded version 7/30/02.
"Since Christmas 1980, I have been
able to establish a personal relationship with the being of light by way of
internal fights, visions and auditions and I am now in a position to go public
with my experience. In 1980/81 I couldn’t write down my experience in German,
and even today there is no German translation, because I have not yet had the
inner O.K. from the being of light who is our Lord Jesus Christ."
Wow! This is a
tremendous and profound NDE account!
152. Sylvia
W's NDE.
English expanded version 7/30/02.
I could see without eyes, hear
without ears, communicate without mouth or other body parts. I knew everything
past and present. I felt that I was in my natural state and the body was the
temporary unnatural state. I was home were I belonged. Where I wanted to be.
This NDE has so
much insight into the after-effects that one experiences trying to integrate the
NDE. This is a must read for medical personnel! Sylvia is a retired
nurse turned artist.
151. Corina's NDE.
English expanded version 7/30/02.
The feeling that I experienced is
somewhat hard to explain , but I will try my best. All and any abuse or pain
that I experienced in my life, whether it be physical, emotional, or mental, was
completely gone and in its place, an intense love, acceptance, devotion, and
sense of well-being was put. For one second...I understood it all, so simple,
but then it was gone ...as if we are not meant to understand "ALL".
NDE from
hemorrhaging after surgery. There are some strong veridical perception
components to this account since she described the resuscitation efforts to the
Doctor so completely, he couldn't get out of the room fast enough!
150. Robert C's NDE. English expanded version 7/30/02. "I saw a bright blue light surrounding a white soft glow, shot through the light at what seemed a million miles an hour, stopped and was standing(?) on a sill looking in at all the souls who ever were or ever would be, the nearest were familiar, an aunt and some others from the past. I was told I had a choice to stay or go back. I was there for a long time deciding." NDE caused from a car-train accident.
149. J.R.
M's NDE.
English expanded version 7/23/02.
"I was part of a larger picture, I
sensed the three souls in the ambulance with me, not only their presence, their
love, their hearts, their emotions, feelings, senses both physical and mental.
I heard their thoughts, I felt their caring hands, I looked through each of
their eyes, and saw not only their immediate physical future, but their past as
well. I also noted animals and other souls around me such as; an angry bus
driver in Seattle, a lady killing an annoying spider in Ripley, WV, a bug
hitting a train in Oklahoma. All of these feelings were felt in a split second,
and seemed like an eternity."
The description of
being connected to all life is astounding in this account. There is also
evidence of a lot of spiritual transformation as he has re-integrated his NDEs
with his new purpose on earth.
148. Sherry
G's NDE.
English expanded version
7/22/02.
"I had found LOVE! I watched my
spirit leave my body and release itself from this world of flesh. I could see
myself traveling through a tunnel of light that was a freedom it is hard to
describe in physical terms. It was everything all at once, love, freedom,
release, and the oneness of all that we are. Suddenly I was in the presence of
powerful spirits and love. I could feel them comforting me and preparing me for
what was to come. Their love was that of complete serenity."
This is an amazing
story showing the spiritually transformative power of NDE. Sherry shares
the most intimate details of her difficult life in order for the impact of her
NDE, integration, and triumphs to have meaning for others. Her story is a
fascinating mental journey into the world of the bulimic and anorexic.
147. Bonnie
S's NDE.
English expanded version 7/22/02.
"That was the first in five years
that I could feel warmth. The light was so bright, and warm, it had a yellow hue
about it. (I told people that if the light was that bright it would blind you.)
It was bright, but warm and calming at the same time. I could hear voices, none
that was familiar to me. At first I didn't understand, it became clear. It
wasn't time for me, I wanted to stay. I was at peace."
Classic NDE
imagery after Sepsis death. People who are quadriplegic don't feel below
their injury, so feeling warmth is a BIG DEAL, much like blind people who see
during their NDE!
146. Arielera's NDE.
English expanded version 7/7/02.
REVISED with New Understandings! 7/27/02 The
husband I refer to was met, married, and remained in my 'altered' state. In this
plane I know of no such person. As a matter of fact, I'm widowed 15 years this
year and a second marriage is not on my to do list. No recollection on the
institution itself. After i returned to this state i went through a quite normal
grieving process at having to leave him behind.
This amazing NDE occurred as the result of a
suicide attempt. Arielera drank liquid paraffin, went unconscious and woke
up 3 weeks later. Her experience was an accelerated lifetime in another
existence. No wonders she had a lot of difficulty communicating an
alternate reality!
145. David
H's NDE.
English expanded version 7/7/02
FIRST PART:
So beautiful was his light, words cannot express, His
light was like the rising sun. And like the sun he rose up from behind the
mountains into the sky. Love poured into every part of my being and my soul was
revitalized. The planet was also changing under His light. I saw parts of the
mountains tear open and gush forth in the form of water falls.
7/23/02
SECOND PART:
All thoughts are heard here so you can't hide a plan for
your self. instead you just have to come out and say it. So I said very stern,
"who are you!!" she then tore off a part of the shroud that hid her face and
showed me only bone and skull. her jaw opened wide, as if dislocated, and she
rose completely out of her robe and swooped down at me for a bite. It was my
left shoulder, my spirit body. The pain was so great, it was worse than death.
so at that very moment as she swooped around in mid air to take on another bite
of my spirit, I dropped down on to my knees and cried out for God.
David gave us pieces of his story
as he has time to write it. It was worth the wait as it is truly a
remarkable experience! This NDE is a special one that helps
to show that gay guys do not go to hell, as some extreme fundamentalist rhetoric
would have one to believe.
144. Vickie
M's NDE.
English expanded version 7/3/02.
I FELT AS THOUGH I WAS LOOKING
DOWN ON MYSELF FOR A BRIEF MOMENT AND THEN THERE WAS A REAL FEELING OF PEACE AND
CALM. I WAS NO LONGER SCARED OR IN PAIN. I REMEMBER I WAS IN A VERY BEAUTIFUL
AND VAST PLACE WITH STUNNING LANDSCAPES OF TREES LAKES AND WATERFALLS AND
EVERYTHING WAS BLUE.
Remarkable NDE
from car accident where she thought she saw her grandfather who died before she
was born.
143. Bonnie
V's NDE.
English expanded version 7/3/02.
Dying....or dead? All I know, is I
went from being terribly bone deep chatteringly cold and bleeding in an
ambulance, to the brightest and warmest place imaginable. These are not facile
descriptors... the light was like an explosion of golden yellow, accompanied by
the most exquisite warmth. It is not enough to say it enveloped me...it WAS me,
a mellow sun, a languorous day, a paradise of contentment. All was one. It was
the most sublime pleasure I have ever felt. I basked in this place, even as I
thought... "I am dying"
Great story, and
wonderful after affects - nursing career and hospice work!
142. Don
A's NDE.
English expanded version 7/3/02.
I was then startled (not
frightened or perceiving a threat) to see the light take shape (like smoke or
cloud) then suddenly come around and over the door towards me. It seemed to wrap
itself around me and as it did I felt a tingling all over, and the words came to
me (not sure if spoken), "All things of the Earth will pass away.". I then began
to feel a great love and a peace that was indescribable. It felt as if the light
was lifting me.
NDE from heart-attack, with a great description of
how his non-physical body looked.
141. Paul
H's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/3/02.
I did not hear noise or speech and
the feeling in general was peaceful. I was not afraid, only taken away and
taking the experience in. I would like to experience the same thing again,
as it was very special. Then suddenly I must have regained consciousness
again and I was normally sitting in the car.
Teenage NDE from
car racing.
140. Tara's
NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/3/02.
I still couldn't feel or hear but
I saw a lady standing a couple of meters away from me. This lady was white. She
had a long white see through dress with long white hair, she seemed to glow. I
was wondering why she wasn't helping me. She just stood there and smiled at me.
Child NDE knocked unconscious from falling from a
20 meter cliff, where she met her guardian angel.
139. George
M's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded
version 7/3/02.
Although the sequence of my
experience is sketchy, I remember being underwater as past images and
experiences flashed before my eyes and in my mind. While i was under, I saw
what I figured at the time was the sun.
Teenager drowning
NDE talking about a beginning encounter with the light.
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